Girly Hoodlum

  Today was a good day till the afternoon chenged to totally bad. Is a most bad basketball-day ever. I saw Aswin, and his eyes looked different. I was sad, Im sorry I couldnt show my best today, tomorrow I'll be better, brader. Oh yeah, I have an annoy basketball mates, she's a girl and she is very 'carmuk' to a guy. She eliminated from the porseni candidates caused she was absent on the first meet. What's her reason to Risna? --> Males difisik e, Ris. But on the another day she said to Aswin --> Maaf mas aku ga dateng, aku kemarin sakit.. Aku dimasukin ke porseni lagi dong mas.... What the waste??? Im sorry Nisa, maybe Im the worst, maybe you were a good basketball player till now, but you broke my heart with your word "Males fisik" Do you think that you're the best now? Ok, Im a loser. Enough

  Hey-hey-hey I love purple! And what a great Pink-Purple-White combination in my room

  Is that means that Im a girly? Of course, Im a teenage girl, also a girly. But Im a strong girl. Look that! Eeeergh that's a small arm though that barbell always meet me every night. I feel envy with Risna, her arm already formed now, just looked like her becak-foot hihi Im sorry girl :-D

blur

hari ini masih punya kacamata yang sama. semuanya blur. aku berada di pihak oposisi. semua bukan lagi kawan tapi lawan. apa ini hanya perasaanku saja? entah...

yang jelas ketika aku membuka mataku, haru biru simfoni tanpa diksi terus berputar- putar diatas kepalaku. semuanya blur. ga enak. pahit!

Tuhan bantu aku keluar dari ilusi ini. aku butuh hidup tenang, Tuhan. aku butuh waktu untuk mengumpulkan energi dan mengistirahatkan pikiranku dari sesak berkepanjangan ini.

drama screamo-scrim queen

 I've got tired, everyone. But a half of my mind still awoke and made a crazy Idea. I dreamed be a hero last night, I met some monters in my dream, and I dont know why, I think geisha symbolized a grace. So, this is my real (evil) face, and my scrim

transformed !

Monster Geisha the Hero